A feeling of suffocation,
A feeling of being killed,
A feeling lingering so deep,
How can it be defiled?
A feeling so real that was,
A feeling of so much bliss,
A feeling to give in yourself,
In this love, in this kiss.
I think I knew or may be not,
I find it heavy, inside to rot,
I want or don’t want to lose,
Was he the right person I chose?
Uncertain things lying uncared,
I want to weep, but tears are spared,
Want things right but I am scared,
Now unattended are the things I shared.
Its a fault done by none,
It was serious, It was no fun,
I still feel burdened, but I still care,
What should I do? I feel so unfair.
Its not helping penning it down,
Its a test of faith and fate,
Let me just wait, let me just breath,
For time will settle down this state.